im dead...
duno anything abt RFA n MA
n CT is coming..
im deaD!!!
i nid someone to guide me!!!
study with me!!
die
haizz
feeling moody
& cold..
lonely
no even looking forward to sch.
feel lyk quitting
no mood to stay happy..
o guess waD???
im flying off to JAPAN!! this christmas week!!! wahahAHAHAHAHAHAA
IM LOVIN IT....
YEAHHHH
im gonna love it man
with my family.. n its cooll there!!!!!! though i'll miss out christmas parties in SG, BUT ITS OK!!! JAPAN.. my dream country!!!! whahahahaahahaahhahaha i so excited!!!!!
wan me buy anything for u peeps?!?! SEE HOW Lo!!! hahaha so expensive there..
JEALOUS RT?!?!?!?!
WWWoahhh
n den
1st dec -3rd dec
im going to malacca !!!! HAHA with my church
okie la.. cool
im having fun!!!!!
damn it
my mp3 broke dwn know?!?!!?!?!?
it says file system error!!!
lyk how im supposed to know wads tat!!!!
duno how to fix arh
o yeah.. im saving up for a new one
anyway my dad minus off my pocket money!!
so sad
he said: u working rite?? den i dun need give u pocket money la!!
WOAH II SHOCKEDD
liew!!!
lykdat how to survive?!?!
den i said: but i worked so little.... earn abit onli
den he said: give u 100 enough?
i:no la.. 150 lo =((((((((((((
so little!!!
i onli earn lyk 100+ a mth lei
now schooling how work so much?!?!?!?!?! crazy laa
im onli jus turned 18 2 mths ago.. also dun need lykdat wad
im still sching ok!!!!!
POOR MEytd went partyworld with justin,desmond n juana
kns.. i see y juana n justin lyk so close lykdat.. den me n desmond caught them holding hands!!! woah.. LOLOLOL
they're tog...
2days ago.. went to meet tereasa aft school.. no blaw lecture... which elieen told me last week elearning but actually this week.. haha anyway i dun bother go de..
went to watch covenant.. kinda sucky man... its lyk a very normal underworld kinda show.. anyway directors are from underworld... den went shopping.. den headed to indochine... hahah live band's great.. ppl keep looking in.. n we felt lyk we're in e ZOO.. ahahahahaah
tues... wah i cant stand my blaw cher.. he's jus a fat short old ang moh... so wad he ang moh??? he's fat short n old!! LOL.. n wad he loves to shoot me la.. every lesson
he: so jasmine do u lyk blaw?/have u done ur tutorial?/did u go for lecture?/so wad do u think abt his ans??
w/0 fail, he'll ask me .. den ask me to present.. wahhhh!!!
mon was my damn IS lesson.. so boring.. nth to do laa.. waste tym.. sun was church den headed to meet justin they all watch step up den meet church frenz for bowling..
sat was working...
i realised tat i realli needa be super independent in sch now..
im no longer in e totally same class as my classmates..
my fren are no longer always with me anymore..
diff class.. diff timings.. lessons
all drifting apart..
realli regretted for not studying harder..
if onli im alittle more hardworking ... i wouldnt feel this way den..
i wouldnt needa repeat my studies.. nor i needa be a class where i dun even lyk or know e ppl at all..
fren r lyk not realli tat important to me now..
now i jus needa concentrate on my studies.. i shall aim at least 2 As.. no Ds..
n be an indepedent person..
jus go to sch for a cert..
den work on certain days to earn n save money
tat's it man.. this is my life..
i so need to get used to it.
which i dun lyk it.. n it sucks big time..
tmd
furk it man
i duno y
but
i hate my new life
