waa..
im gonna post this man..!!
i super hate terrorist!!!
arrgh!!
makes me boil!!
i mean seriously.. y are these ppl so free? they got nth to do in their lives that they need to train and sacrifice themselves? wad for man? very fun to bomb ar? so doesn't it make them "ppl who are born to kill n to end their own lives." pretty dumb n meaningless.
i bet they've nv seen e word "love" before.
they got no life?? y cant they just be like normal humans? settle down with their family n lead a normal life?
wad benefits do they get? not like they get to live a luxurious life? become a billionaire?
THEY R JUST BEING BRAINWASHED BY SOME IDIOTS WHO ARE MAKING USE OF THEM LIKE PUPPETS!! N DEN THEY'LL TEACH E NEXT BADGE WHO WILL BECOME ANOTHER SET OF SUICIDE BOMBERS! wad losers.
omg!
look at those innocent lives they took!!
they just ruined all their future!!
ain't e 911 incident bad enough?
gosh.
seriously e ppl in Pakistan should just perish.......

heyoo.. its been a long long time since i ever updated my blog.
well.. decided to blog abit here n there to keep my bloggie alive..
haha.. i must say many things happened within e periods tat i haven blog till now.
life can be boring n dull if you let it just run by itself.
however life can be very interesting if you do & add in colours to it.
for me.. life's kinda dull these days..
i feel bored at home.. bored going to sch.. etc.
im kinda sick of my SRC cca tat i duno if it is a burden rather than a joy to me.
having e responsibilities to get things done, going for meetings. but wad's the purpose?
though i made some fren but these frens are just there for the time being.
i don't feel e bond with them somehow.
n about sch is just going to sch listening to lectures n maybe getting some sleep there too..
certain lecturers just cant teach in a more interesting manner.
they're just ssooo dull which adds in my mundane mood.
mons n fris are working days.
well at least i feel more alive there.. able to crap with my funny colleagues.
sunday is churchie day.
n yes... my whole week is packed except for sats.
i feel tat i should go out more n meet more ppl.
but though i did, i still feel the emptiness in me.. i duno y?!
i need my happiness back.
i hate it when i have to come to sch just for 3 hours n heading back home.
i hate to travel to sch with e bloody 1 hour long journey to n fro from sch n home. tat totally sucks.
im so not meeting n catching up with some of my frens. i duno if they forgotten me or wad...
n time passes so fast tat its gonna be the year end?
perhaps holiday will be a great look forward thing to me.
i might be going to new york.
well expecting e quarrels im gonna get with my family as usual.
new year is coming.. n its gonna be 2009.
n its like the dragon yr babies year to celebrate their 21st bdae. n woah. should i be looking forward to mine?
ha..
right let's not be so pessimistic . well i used to be a very cheerful n bubbly girl.
whats wrong with me?
maybe i've been putting up with a mask. tats all.