This cute person I always know has a great heart. I've feelings for you but I wondered if you knew. You said that you would take a long time to like someone else. hmmm ok. no comments. Well, let's see what fate has for me!
wow.. I had an awesome 21st birthday party!
It's like a dream that came true. Everything was sweetly planned. I thought I was the only one who planned my birthday but thanks so much for the great friends I have. I thanked God for the many sweet and important friends He placed in my life.
I love the games, presents, my family, my friends, the ambiance and everything. Thank You God. Without these wonderful friends, without church I wouldn't have known so many awesome people who came to help me and make me happy.
I got the best nano ipod on earth!! Campus gave me that with the sweetest videos & wishes they had for me. Plus the engravings and 2 Corinthians 5:7 was delicated to me
"7We live by faith, not by sight."
which is so true. Christians should live by faith not by sight. Living on this earth for 21 years, I came to learn that having good & healthy relationships and friendships are so important. That's the key to happiness. Even if I earned alot of money and I have a great status in life, I may not feel fulfilled and happy because of the lack of love around me. What if people like me because I'm rich? That's very sad. Nevertheless, I've to stay strong in my love for God, r/s with people. My start of adulthood is here. I wish to grow maturely and to be in depth with my feelings and others. Also, to be more alert, wise and knowledgeable in life. =)
It just seems weird to be feeling desperate expressing my feelings here.
I have been thinking a lot these few days. I really don't know why whether is it due to PMS or something else?
I just feel like it was a mixture of emotions trapped in my heart, not very sure who I can pour this feelings out to. Wondering who's able to understand how I feel. It's probably very silly but it can be affecting me.
Well, perhaps I unknowingly developed feelings for someone and yet that someone wasn't aware of my feelings. This really sucks.
The fact that I don't like being the one to tell the person. Whether or not he's being ignorant, I could not help but feel insecure when other girls seem closer to him.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?? I never really had this problem......
Sometimes I feel like I was thinking too much to the point that I cant control my thoughts. There's this desire to want to be with him in future. But as I face reality, seems like he just treating me like a normal friend. How sad..
I might not have the courage and if I do, I don't think anything would have happened. Why not? Because of our mentality? Maybe I was just being negative? I'm someone who always have the worst case scenario in my mind.
I wished someone could read my mind and understand me so deep and well enough so that I wouldn't feel like I'm alone.
Love is complicated. Sometimes you want and desire it so much but you just don't want to show it. How weird. To gain love, you ought to show it first. But pride always covers up the love. How sad?
HAH, well anyway I'm turning 21 soon. No joke! I'm old =/
yay!!
I cant wait to be celebrating my 21st!!!
what I'll be looking forward would be PRESENTS!!! FRIENDS WHO ARE TURNING UP!!!
SURPRISES if they are? lol
hmmm many many things
bdae wishlist!!!!
i wan special presents with meanings!!!!
