maybe god just want me to know how is it like to love somebody but yet that somebody doesn't love you back.
I was really bored and I chanced across some people's profile at news feed in facebook.
SO many heartbrokened people in this world, cutting your wrist and putting status like "my life sucks" "I have a f*** up life". I looked at their profile thinking "WHY? what made them so angry?!" Then I realised, it is love they had probably lost or couldn't get it to fulfill themselves. Then I thought again, there's certainly something about them that caused them to feel this way. It is because in the first place, they don't really love or respect themselves. How could anyone love them when they don't even love themselves? In comparison to people who treasure themselves, when such a thing happened to them, there will be wall posts and encouragements from others. However, for those who hate themselves, there are so little encouragements from friends which makes it even sadder.
oh gosh. I hope I won't be someone like this in future..
Some days you just feel like crap.
Just wana feel normal abit.
Don't understand why things happened.
But it just happened all along.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm from a dysfunctional family.
My mood feels like the weather.
I didn't know loving someone can be so hard.
okay.
I've thought about it thoroughly.
I guess I'm learning to find my purpose in life.
I didn't know I can help so much esp to my old friends who need me.
Sometimes i wondered if my friends really know me well.
I guess not.
There wouldn't be anyone who can totally understand how I feel.
Even though if they tried to put themselves in my shoes, I guess they still wouldn't get it.
Neither do I know how others feel totally.
There will always be disappointments in life. And amazingly it always happened with people who you really care for. Disappointed. Things that shouldn't happened always happened. Things that ought to happen always failed to happen. Maybe more of these would happened again. Why bother feeling disappointed?
Our emotions are mysterious to others. To us, our emotions are so attached in our hearts because we feel everyday. But to others, your feelings may be alien to them.
In this world, nobody could totally understand how you actually feel.
The pains you felt, the jealousy the came uncontrollably, the emptiness that you always want to get rid of but couldn't, the desires that ain't fulfilled etc etc.
Gosh when will this stop?
Should I let all these go? Perhaps I should stop pursuing..
im emotionally attacked 3 times this week.
sour & bitterness in e inside. how i wish i could..
weak in e inside, yet i know i should be strong.
im helpless yet i need to trust & rely on u.
