heyoo.. its been a long long time since i ever updated my blog.
well.. decided to blog abit here n there to keep my bloggie alive..
haha.. i must say many things happened within e periods tat i haven blog till now.
life can be boring n dull if you let it just run by itself.
however life can be very interesting if you do & add in colours to it.
for me.. life's kinda dull these days..
i feel bored at home.. bored going to sch.. etc.
im kinda sick of my SRC cca tat i duno if it is a burden rather than a joy to me.
having e responsibilities to get things done, going for meetings. but wad's the purpose?
though i made some fren but these frens are just there for the time being.
i don't feel e bond with them somehow.
n about sch is just going to sch listening to lectures n maybe getting some sleep there too..
certain lecturers just cant teach in a more interesting manner.
they're just ssooo dull which adds in my mundane mood.
mons n fris are working days.
well at least i feel more alive there.. able to crap with my funny colleagues.
sunday is churchie day.
n yes... my whole week is packed except for sats.
i feel tat i should go out more n meet more ppl.
but though i did, i still feel the emptiness in me.. i duno y?!
i need my happiness back.
i hate it when i have to come to sch just for 3 hours n heading back home.
i hate to travel to sch with e bloody 1 hour long journey to n fro from sch n home. tat totally sucks.
im so not meeting n catching up with some of my frens. i duno if they forgotten me or wad...
n time passes so fast tat its gonna be the year end?
perhaps holiday will be a great look forward thing to me.
i might be going to new york.
well expecting e quarrels im gonna get with my family as usual.
new year is coming.. n its gonna be 2009.
n its like the dragon yr babies year to celebrate their 21st bdae. n woah. should i be looking forward to mine?
ha..
right let's not be so pessimistic . well i used to be a very cheerful n bubbly girl.
whats wrong with me?
maybe i've been putting up with a mask. tats all.