Haven't been blogging for awhile, ever since I went through a major crisis in my life.
People do lie very well about their feelings. Even if they're being questioned many times. Cause the reason they lied was simply plain selfishness. They deny so that others wouldn't know and spoil their perfect plan they had in mind, even though it may hurt someone.
From a holiday to Rome, everything changed officially when I came back.
GREAT JOB!!!
WOW HOW HAPPY!
YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANT!!!!!
WOOHOO~
I gotta overcome this stupid awkwardness that I will face each time I see __.
How gullible was I to believe __. HOHOHO.. I wish I could turn back time and undo many things that I did. So that the damage wouldn't be big. Been like an idiot.
God put me through this test for a reason.. & I think I know why. He just wants me to know who really cares for me. I do now. Friends who consoled and talked to me, and tell me that there will be better people. True enough, I'm surrounded with people who care for me. (at least it seems like it)
And I found an angel in my life. she has always been there for me through my down times. Well, I was absolutely inspired by the experiences she faced through her down times too. I can never imagine or expect anybody to express such beautiful words for me. It was special. I can totally remember what she shared about her life. I was truly touched by her genuine spirit.
Great!! I've learned a big lesson!!! Now, I have to be careful about what people say. Especially for people when they say this, but do that. Actions speak louder than words. I know you're lying or hiding once your words don't tally with your actions! & I can read & observe people's behaviours and actions. So you cant fake it off in front of me!! heh heh heh!!!
Matthew 23:25
"Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed and self-indulgence.
HA HA HA HA HA!
